todae seems to be an idle-ing day
or maybe i shld say that everyday is an idle-ing day for me...
i must get started...
carrying out a fulliling life
but i just cant get started...
without standing up with proper support
everytime, before i get up,
i fall to the ground, with more pain each time...
nothing speaks my heart...
nor my tears even....
so wad's the point of even get started?
i'm just walking on earth,
like a lost soul,
finding a place where it can hold me...
and this place is just so far, so far...

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