have a sudden urge to blog...

ytd, i decided to have a swim again.

it has been a long long time since i regained my passion for swimming.

i do love swimming afterall....(:

as i approach the swimming complex, the sky looks threatening with dark clouds

i was praying to god not to rain please

because i truly do not wish to waste the 50cents entrance fee and 40cents locker fee...haha

but nonetheless, my wish isnt heard upon...

however, swimming in the rain is so so COOL!!!

the splashes on yr head when u pop yr head out of water to breathe

the blur vision formed on yr goggles made me feel like i'm living in my own world, dont have to bother others' views or feeling etc.

and because it was raining,

the pool was empty...

i was swimming alone in the swimming complex.

i feel like i had owned this huge pool....wow...

then here comes a little girl with the accompany of her mum

she's having a swim test tmr, taking a chance to practice

looking at her, it simply reminds me of my past

learning to swim, taking tests with my cousins

i do miss those days

whereby life is so carefree, dont even have constant worries abt studies or whatsoever

i dun even know why nowadays, life seems so meaningless

it's so boring,

i feel i've totally bored those friends around me too...

i feel sorry for them, having to entertain this super uninteresting friend of theirs

talking abt this, i still have tonnes of hw that is not completed

and i'm still not doing them

i do hope i can find the same lifestyle i had in the past

i want to have life!!!