it has been long long time i have posted again...
haha(:
life has been going on as usual....24 hrs' a day
but things that passed by during that 24 hrs' have been changing
sch' life had been preoccupied with tests, tests, and still tests...
no matter how hard i had tried, i still cant score well....
i'm not asking for much,
just a B,
is that really that tough?
i dunno...
in a real dilema...
or mayb i hadnt been trying hard enough?
i really dunno...
can someone tell me?
well, though i noe study is not my entire life,
but without studies, my life wouldnt be completed too...
cos this is wad everyone has to go thru'
but others are coping well...
it must be really sth very wrong with me...
really feel so guilty...
'they' pinned some hopes on me,
yet i made them down
sometimes really feel to have a good loud scream....arghhhhhhhhh!
at times, confiding to someone is good,
yet i dunno how to start off....
this shall be the place where i confide to(:
my blog...i shall love u more...
thou' i may neglect at times,
cos i just get so irritated to on the com....
i'm really speechless towards my future...
grades are just falling, falling...
nothing seems to help...
seems that even god cant save me...
shld i carry on like this?
or work even harder?
everything is just so ironical...
help please!!!

reply to taggies:
-yilin : no prob, but i dunno the oven working, cos my oven jus change
-jiaen : maybe i shall really heed yr advice...(:

i really thanked my beloved ones around me who are always with me....
u guys made who i am today(:
great buddies, i really love u guys!!!
lending me a shoulder to lie on...

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