Friday, July 17, 2009
6:01 PM
Monday, July 06, 2009
i'm feeling really horrible...
nobody truly understands...
i just want to have someone to lie on, to rely on, to be dependent on
i no longer feel the substance of life,
i want to get away
i want to escape from reality
i want to stop what i'm doing now!!!
i hate the stupid retarded actions i'm always doing
wasting my precious time,
as though there's no tommorrow
tonnes of homework awaiting for me to complete,
yet i leave them alone
burying myself in this huge pile of rubbish
which doesnt do me any good
but simply makes my life more miserable, more miserable
i no longer know how to face the world with my real self
but a masked regina
am i still the regina i know, my friends know?
i doubt so, truly doubt so....
as i'm typing, i'm tearing
my heart is breaking, hurting like mad,
but who knows? in fact, who cares?
maybe only my yeye, who's in heaven knows...
i hate myself, seriously....
eachday, i tell myself it would get better,
but the more i control, the worser it gets
it's really getting on my nerves, driving me nuts
i guess i seriously need someone, but yet i cant express myself
i feel like i'm a foreigner,
trying extremely hard to make a local understand my needs, my wants,
but they simply cant understand what i'm trying to say, to interpret
breaking down isnt going to help,
but i cant control it...
i really want to escape.....
6:32 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
fried egg with tofu and furikake...
a hint of spiciness in this noodle cracker
jh loves it too...haha
alive chco cereal
yummy yummy...
meiji plain cracker...
the best plain crackers...
yesterday was such a boring day
it rained the entire day
i dun quite like rainy days
it makes my day gloomy too
went to sheng shiong in the night with mum
i feel quite bad making her to go with me
after she had a long day
and beside, there's a little drizzle outside
but i wanted to have a walk
and buying things somehow lightens my day up a little more
but this habit shouldn't be caltivated
cos it's too expensive
i've spent too much during the hols
i'm seriously broke now...
but yet i'm still going zara sales today with vanessa
then have to head to sch for rod
i do hope i could get sth nice from zara
though i probably have to tab my posb card again...
8:54 AM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
jinghui's bdae card made by dingding
a rose for jinghui(:
the petals are nice right? bright red...
the shepherd's pies and apple crumble that i had made for jh
choco mantou!!!
yum yum...
orange chiffon cake made by my aunt
the orange taste is quite strong
and the cake is a little moist
slightly different from the usual ones i buy from stores
wow...birdnest!!!
subway for dinner...
with our clique
jh, vanessa, xixi, dingding, merrien and me
we met up for dinner to have a little surprise party for jh's bdae
but vanessa accidentally smsed her to apologise for being late
jh actually knew the surprise first b4 she got her surprise
no fun le...but nvm,
i bet she's still happy, especially with the big poster of yalun and wangzi
i wore this pair of pink shoes [bought from dorothy perkins] out today
all because of my broad feet
i had 4 huge blisters
damn pain...
vanessa had the exact same pair, but had no problem at all
but today ended with a great night
despite going home, having to listen to some of the complains
and nags from my dear mum...haha
8:19 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
MANGO SALE!!!
grey and white tanktops!
i want the navy blue tanktop, but sadly, no size):
bought this dress from far east
my very first dress, and my very first buy from far east
yeah!
my dinner...fish,soup,rice and lots of chilli powder
yum yum...
had this before i went out today
carlifornia raisins with sponge cake & some cream
from breadtalk
the cake is light and fluffy
but the raisins are a little too dry
green tea swissroll from breadtalk too
this is damn nice!!!
the green tea flavour is subtle, not too strong
it isnt too sweet too
just right!
jap biscuits!!!
bought them in great world
a little ex, but it's worth it(:
sponge cupcake from crystal jade
extreme light and fluffy
a little plain, but it's great to go with a drink=]
kaya wassant
i got this for free...haha
the kaya seems too little, cant really taste
but the choco wassant from this store is yummy!!!
barley ginko dessert
my aunt cooked it
a cool refreshing snack(:
a new type of cereal that i had not tried before
at first bite, it's quite plain
but the aftertaste is a little sweet yet savoury too
not bad, but i perfer my fav POST ALMOND CEREAL
nutritious organic soybean drink
i drink this every morning(:
to prevent oesteroporosis.....
raisin bun...
the rainsin are large and juicy
great buy!
subway!!!
i love their turkey breast sandwich
pickles are yummy,
though vanessa would totally disagree...haha
maggi noodles plus silken tofu
had a sudden crave for unhealthy maggi noodles
indulging to one once a while shld be ok? i suppose...
this myojo brand has springy noodles...
a good exercise for yr teeth and jaws
biscuits from quacker brand...
the choco satisfies my sweet tooth xD
instant multigrain soup
a bit too savoury to drink alone
probably have to go with some rice or pasta
sour and spicy soup!
yummy!
satisfy my crave for sth really sour yet with a gest of spiciness
minestrone soup!!!
replenishes the amount of vege i shld take a day...
hearty breakfast!
porridge-congee with peanut and preserved vege
wang wang biscuit!
great snack while i'm still on tv
as always...hehe
k' specials almond cereal
has a subtle vanilla taste
great way to start yr day...
my fav meiji crackers!!!!!!
never get bored of them...
super duper delicious
and this, is my baby cousin, andrea
maybe a toddler....haha, whatever it is
she's so cute!!!
just hope that my life would always stay so fun and lively,
just like little andrea
today, my day didnt started out quite right
weh destroyed my day again
as usual
i shan't tell it destroy my day again
didnt do any hw at all
went to meet vanessa for shopping
at suntec, there's this outlet store with apparels from topshop, warehouse...
but guess wad?
all the sizes are fantastically HUGE
size 16....
then both of us were saying,
probably we'll have to wait till we're pregnant,
we can then patronise this store again...
went down to orchard, fareast
the highlight of the day
cos vanessa wanted to check out on this store,
which sells a collection of clothes from different famous blogshops
she bought a dress from there
the dress is so vanessa!haha...
with a belt, it will be absolutely great!
i bought that yellow dress from another shop...
the first time i could actually find a dress suitable for me
yeahh!!!
went to mango...
bought tanktops...which i need badly
haha
but didnt manage to get my navy blue tanktop and jacket
saw the jacket, but it's a little pricey
on the overall, it's a great day
i bought something to add on to my little closet
great!!!
10:30 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
have a sudden urge to blog...
ytd, i decided to have a swim again.
it has been a long long time since i regained my passion for swimming.
i do love swimming afterall....(:
as i approach the swimming complex, the sky looks threatening with dark clouds
i was praying to god not to rain please
because i truly do not wish to waste the 50cents entrance fee and 40cents locker fee...haha
but nonetheless, my wish isnt heard upon...
however, swimming in the rain is so so COOL!!!
the splashes on yr head when u pop yr head out of water to breathe
the blur vision formed on yr goggles made me feel like i'm living in my own world, dont have to bother others' views or feeling etc.
and because it was raining,
the pool was empty...
i was swimming alone in the swimming complex.
i feel like i had owned this huge pool....wow...
then here comes a little girl with the accompany of her mum
she's having a swim test tmr, taking a chance to practice
looking at her, it simply reminds me of my past
learning to swim, taking tests with my cousins
i do miss those days
whereby life is so carefree, dont even have constant worries abt studies or whatsoever
i dun even know why nowadays, life seems so meaningless
it's so boring,
i feel i've totally bored those friends around me too...
i feel sorry for them, having to entertain this super uninteresting friend of theirs
talking abt this, i still have tonnes of hw that is not completed
and i'm still not doing them
i do hope i can find the same lifestyle i had in the past
i want to have life!!!
8:44 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
17/10,
the date where we get back all our papers by then.
wasnt a good day for me definitely...
pandian wrote more than 3 disappointing on my paper.
disappointing, so disappointing, very disappointing etc...
yeah yeah, i noe i dropped a lot,
but pls dun add on to my sorrow can?
but at least he still have some conscience, by comforting that
'nvm lar, nxt time do better...'
bio was a disaster...
haiyaya...,
luckily still got carine, vanessa to console me...
just going to burst on the spot le...
thanks carine and vanessa for being there by my side,
the little words that u guys said just made such a great impact and difference on my life at that moment...
love u guys so much...
thanks to ding and merrien too(:
a-maths just wasnt wad i wanted,
oso kinda suan by my tuition teacher..
i felt so bad...
mr eio: regina, how's yr exam?
me: bad....
mr eio:why?the paper very tough?
me:hmm...not really, but got lots of careless...
mr eio: wow...u every exam drop 10 marks hor. by the time o'levels....
mrs tan oso knew that i wasnt up to my standard, but still,
she did try to console that it was still relatively well-done.
well, thanks mrs tan,
but i was on the verge of bursting alr, so cant speak anything.
i realised i dropped so much, so much...
10% and more...
ohmy...
i'm trying to get over...and i must get over...
11:36 AM
